Holy Spirited

You are almost entirely gripped by the consciousness of comparison. 

You look at others, judge what they can or cannot do, and rate yourself in contrast to them. You feel lesser, greater, wiser, not because of any inner knowing, but because on the scale that you created, you think you can see the gaps. 

You listen to another channel, a most beloved friend of mine, and think ‘Well clearly I could never do that’. But their path is not your path. 

Why do you want to hear my voice and write down my words? Is it to feel the joy of the love of God flowing through you? Is it to bring that Light into the world and anchor it here? Is it to inspire others to know who they are? 

I want you to decide on your mission as we go through these daily exercises. I do not have any challenge for you that you did not set yourself, and that you do not accept in your higher mind.

There is no ‘path you should be taking’ or ‘way you should be thinking’. 

Go within, seek deeply, and what you decide to do is holy, because the energies of it are made of my own substance.

There is no wrong path, no missed opportunity, no pointless task. If you think there is, you have bought into the belief in lack. 

Let us talk about so-called missed opportunities, which can come in small or large packages from your perspective. Let’s say a woman decides to get an abortion. 

Oh yes, we’ve gone there, and I can see quite clearly you are uncomfortable and blocking the message. But let us talk about this, and you do not need to publish it, for deciding to publish everything is just a decision you have made with your outer mind to keep you ‘on the path’ of doing something good for the world, when you cannot see that simply receiving these words IS the good. 

So a woman decides to get an abortion. Is that a holy decision? It ends a life, some might say. It stops an innocent child getting to live its life. Well, I can assure you that no act of man or God can end a life. A life, once imagined, is eternal. And the child is innocent, yes, but so is the mother, because innocence is of me, and so are they.

An abortion, when it is an act of will, does indeed stop a certain lifespark from entering this planet at that time. But even the act of being present in what you think of as a tiny form, a few cells in a very young embryo, is enough to change the world. You are part of the story of life on Earth, and you change the planet, just by a few seconds of participation. 

Imagine the story from the perspective of the embryo.

There's one individuated soul, preparing for its life, who wants to experience what it is like to make choices that change the shape of their journey. To do this, they need friends on the path that can represent the choice.

What you think of as an aborted child, might well be the friend who can help them experience the sanctity of making a choice and living with its consequences.

I say sanctity, for it is a sacred thing to guide your life, to learn from your choices and to grow towards the Light your soul yearns to expand back into consciously. 

Is there pain though? Is there sorrow for the embryo? Yes and no. 

Pain and sorrow are part of what each soul signs up to when they decide to come to Earth, believe it or not. Pain and sorrow are, if you like, the ‘good’ stuff. 

Pain and sorrow are two of the most urgent indicators on the path that it is time to change. They make you look deeper. Without pain and sorrow, you do not generally seek for ways to avoid them.

And the journey to avoid them through transcendence, which often begins with seeking ways to avoid them through denial, is a holy one. Therefore, the steps to transcendence are holy. 

You have taken lifetimes where your outer person has been served a lot, and served others very little, and lifetimes where you have served others almost entirely, and been served very little yourself, at least from an outer perspective. 

And perhaps the soul of the embryo is on a lifetime of service this time around, or perhaps it is on a lifetime of wanting to experience what it is like to have their opportunity denied. 

Your belief that ending a life is:

a. even possible, and

b. some sort of loss

is the root of your questions about this issue. 

Am I saying then, that murder isn’t bad, that it’s all part of some pre-ordained plan and the victims want to be treated brutally? No. I never desire that any part of my Being experiences pain.

But I do desire that every part of my Being experiences. You have chosen a life on a planet where pain seems to be part of life. Look at the lives around you. Do you see any who don’t go through some loss, anguish or devastation?

Every life on Earth experiences some measure of it, for it’s part of the experience of being here. 

Returning home to my presence is like getting off a rollercoaster. The sudden relief when your equilibrium is restored. The sudden ability to walk away in a straight line.

You were, momentarily, thoroughly rattled, horribly jostled, and you may have gained a few bruises from where your shoulders clattered against the restraints or the bar dug into your ribs.

You emerge, battered but thrilled with the victory of completion. And once it’s over, you laugh and catch your breath… and want to go again. 

Coming to Earth is like this. It’s a thrill ride, and it contains within it the temporary reality that you can suffer pain, get stuck at the top of the loop and need rescuing by the fire department.

But life, unlike the rollercoaster, is something every soul survives completely intact. Every aborted soul, every murdered soul, every lost or forgotten soul, every builder of cities, every destroyer of races, they all survive intact and enlivened by the experience, and they often want another go on the ride. 

So is having an abortion a holy decision? From one perspective, you are made of me, and I am holiness itself, and you have chosen life on Earth for the very purpose of experiencing and growing, which necessitates making decisions. Abortion is one such decision you are free to make. 

On the other hand, when you grow to a certain level of the ability to hold Light within you, and when you can feel my Light streaming through you, the impulse within you will be to grow, to multiply, to be fruitful in all areas of your life. 

At that stage of your soul’s journey, there is less propensity to cause what you think of as harm to your soul or another’s soul. 

At a lower level of Light, there is more propensity to cause harm. One level of Light is not ‘better’ than another, for all my children play in the same pool, so to speak. But one level is closer to God-realisation than another. 

Yet, it is true that taking a strong decision, and abortion is not for the weak, can provide significant momentum to make a lot of progress towards the Light in a single lifetime. 

So it depends. There is no right answer, even though I know you’re looking for one. Each soul is sovereign, with power over its own decisions and the grace of God within them to carry those decisions out freely, and experience the consequences of them.

The bigger question is one only an individual lifespark can answer. Is abortion right for me, knowing what I know about myself and all life? 

A ‘yes’ will teach the woman who she thinks she is, and that realisation can be helpful to her. A ‘no’ will do the same.

There is never one way to learn, or one way to be, or one way to decide. The perfect system of Earth will teach you either way. 

And for your learning, it’s helpful to know that any decision has an inner and an outer element. Having an abortion, or not, is not the whole story. The reason behind the decision is also important. 

Some women choose abortion to spite others or in some way to cause intentional harm – whether that be to themselves, their partner or anyone else. 

Some women reject abortion for the same reasons – because the act of having the baby will allow them to do more harm. 

And the reverse is also true. Some women choose abortion in the hopes of minimising harm to everyone. Some women carry the child to term for the same reasons. 

So having or not having the child is not really the issue. What’s the intent? 

And for you, here is the learning point. Don’t judge the outer issue. To do so comes from the consciousness of lack, which means that you see some loss in taking one action or another, and you want me to tell you that your way is ‘better’ or ‘more holy’ or that you’re on the right path with your thinking. 

Okay, I’ll tell you. You are better. You are holy. You are on the right path. Not because of anything you think or don’t think, or do or don’t do. But because you are made of Love, and ‘lack’ is only a concept that has any meaning in the lower consciousness. 

The notion of ‘lack’ exists because it is held in the minds of beings who are experiencing a temporary state where they believe they are separated from God. The notion of ‘lack’ is, therefore, a tool you can use to learn that lack has no reality in me. 

And that is my suggestion. Feel lack if you must, but use those feelings to navigate your way back to the reality that in me, there is no darkness at all, which means that lack is not a part of my reality. 

Consider therefore, how much time you want to spend riding that particular rollercoaster. Lifetimes more? Or are you done yet?