Holy Spirited

So you want to talk about why you cannot make a decision on what to ask me.

I can tell you. It’s because, my dear love, you do not really want to hear the answer. 

I know you feel like this is not the truth, but I assure you it is, and I can tell you why.

Your fear that I would ask you to do something you don’t want to do, has been ever-present in all your adult life. 

You’ve had the cats to worry about, you’ve had a job you need, you’ve have debts to pay, or something to save for. You cannot faithfully imagine being financially free without a lottery win or a freak inheritance.

The feeling that you might never experience financial freedom weighs heavily on you, but I just gave you the notion that financial freedom comes when you feel freedom in other areas, for it is a universal truth that how you do one thing, you do every thing.

The reason you do not experience financial freedom ia not because you don’t earn enough money, but because you do not experience freedom at all.

Free your mind from chains and bonds of how to act, how to live, how to respond to others, how to love, how to walk through this world and I will show you how freedom of mind will lead to freedom in other areas – for truly, there is ONLY mind!

If you can be free in even a small, new measure, in your mind, you can learn how to domino that into other areas, as one piece after another falls through the veil of illusion and the truth is revealed to you.

A magician only has one trick, which is to convince you that something is magic when it is not. The ways he can do this are many, but the trick is singular.

You must believe in the possibility of the trick to be fooled. You must want to be fooled, to stop your mind saying ‘hang on, you did that behind my back, or you used a mirror, or the ball collapsed, or that wasn’t a real coin', or any of the other myriad ways you can be fooled with your permission.

The truth is you want the mystery. You want to laugh with your mates and be amazed and enjoy it. 

That is better, for you, than knowing the truth. 

Being fooled feels like the exciting thing, when you go to a magic show. No one wants to be the one explaining why it’s not magic after all to the disappointed faces of all your friends. They’d soon stop inviting you.

But here, on the world stage, you can stay safe in the illusion, enjoying the drama and talking about it with your friends. Or you can be the one to look behind the curtain and see the strings.

If you want to know truth more than you want to be entertained, you’re talking to the right friend. 

And the truth is, you feel safe in the world, nestled in the audience, watching the magician. It’s dark in the auditorium, and you’re hunkered down in a soft chair, eyes wide with wonder, excited to know what comes next.

But, child, the show you’re watching is war. It’s hatred. It’s division and enmity. It’s loss and lack and bleakness. It’s aloneness and tiredness and regret. 

Do you want to see past all of it? Don't you want to see the strings?

You were a child who didn’t like surprises or loud noises, and now you’re an adult who doesn’t want to watch horror films or have anyone saying ‘boo’ to her, or even be tickled, such is the loss of control you feel.

I can show you peace, and joy, and abundance, and vibrant landscapes covered by stars of such beauty you wouldn’t want to break the silence with a single sound. 

I can show you love that can heal nations, planets, the entire universe. 

I can teach you how to step out of the clutches of drama and into the arms of perfection.

What will it take? A 'yes'.

We can explore how to get to yes. There will be no wild leaps, no breaking of bonds, just gentle loosening. 

I can walk you through all the steps so you can unmake your cruel world and build a safe, gentle, Heavenly one.

Let me know when you’re ready to begin. I am with you. 

I love you and will never leave you.